The Magnificent Life

It still feels like our first night together 
Feels like the first kiss and 
It’s gettin’ better baby 
No one can better this 
I’m still hold on and you’re still the one 
The first time our eyes met it’s the same feelin’ I get 
Only feels much stronger and I wanna love ya longer 
You still turn the fire on 

So If you’re feelin’ lonely.. don’t 
You’re the only one I’d ever want 
I only wanna make it good 
So if I love ya a little more than I should 

Please forgive me I know not what I do 
Please forgive me I can’t stop lovin’ you 
Don’t deny me 

This pain I’m going through 
Please forgive me 
If I need ya like I do 
Please believe me 
Every word I say is true 
Please forgive me I can’t stop loving you 
Still feels like our best times are together 
Feels like the first touch 

We’re still gettin’ closer baby 
Can’t get close enough I’m still holdin’ on 
You’re still number one I remember the smell of your skin 
I remember everything 
I remember all your moves 
I remember you 
I remember the nights ya know I still do 

One thing I’m sure of 
Is the way we make love 
And the one thing I depend on 
Is for us to stay strong 
With every word and every breath I’m prayin’ 
That’s why I’m sayin’…

Bryan Adams - Please Forgive Me

Dear love…

I know we’re over. I know there’s nothing i can describe about us, except friend.

I know I’m the one who want this. I’m the one who take knife and stab you.

I wish I could turn back time. I wish I could press CTRL + Z instantly and everything is going back to normal.

I’m sorry for everything i did. For every bad words that came out from my mouth.

I’m sorry i make a super stupid mistake. I don’t know what I’m thinking… I lost my mind and I take a fatal decision.

I hurt myself … and you.

I don’t mind if you hate me, i deserve it. Every single thing I did was never make you happy. You’ve been very patient to me… but what about me? What i did to you??

After all sacrifice you’ve been doing to me. I never realize it and I never care about it. I only thinking about myself. How I’m feel like a winner, how I can control you, and all the shit things back there.

I know it’s my fault. Even you said I’m not the one who wrong, but I’m still…

Blaming myself!

I never make a good decision. I always make myself look stupid. I always torture myself. I let people laughed behind me, they don’t have any idea how worst I am for being a girlfriend.

I know we’re just friends now.

That’s what you always said and even it’s hurts me much, i know what i feel is not much worst as what you felt when we’re still together.

What can I do know?

I said sorry thousand times. Blaming myself every night. Crying every time I remember what we did in past. 

But it’s never meant to you. I can’t be mad. I deserve it.

Today is 30 October 2011. I just wanna say, happy -almost- 90 days.

It’s been 97 days we’ve met, 90 days being in relationship and … 8 days after we broke up.

I’M SORRY

I LOVE YOU

YOU ‘RE THE BEST THING I EVER HAD

It’s not criminal to know someone’s privacy, if you’re really special to him / her

Maybe he/she never share it but hey, you feel like deserve to know it

I know you’re smart to know my social secret

I know you’re just try to secure me from bad people out there

I know you’re wanna make sure i didn’t do anything worst behind you

But if you could only knew…

I never like being ‘followed’ by you every single day

Asking about ‘Who is it?’ , ‘What the hell is he talking about?’ , ‘Why you be friends with him?’ , ‘Who is more important? me or him?’

For GOD sake… that’s super childish!!

Breaking out my secret, read it and talk like you deserve to open it

It’s my privacy.

And honestly, i don’t like other people open it, i don’t care who it is

So please…

STOP STALKING ME!!